Dear You know your name

I see your face in my mind,
You replace all crushes I have this time,
I feel that life pulls me to you,
But like a knife you cut me through,
You say you like me but love her too,
Your hearts not free, you're stuck like glue,
So here I wait until your free,
For you to open the gate and try to love me,
But I'm too shy to even say,
The way I sigh in every day,
You know I feel for you in truth,
The way I deal is clearly proof,
You don't know the depth of desire,
Burning me, cold confusing fire,
Questioning my hearts intent,
And how you'd take these lines if sent.

He is...Hes is Missing

He is my joy,
He brings my pain,
He is my sunshine,
He brings the rain,
He is my heart,
My heart is missing,
He owns my lips,
I'm not worth kissing,
He's all the things a girl could ask,
Accept for here,
And I can't last,
His arms are far away from me,
I'm missing love,
To happiness, he's key,
I love my heart,
He's gone from me.

Happy Endings

Bright lights and fairy tales,
Happy endings every where,
Close the books and eyes shed tears,
Reality my biggest fear,
Happy ever after not in time,
Childhood dream that can never be mine,
Looking through a window of foggy glass,
Watching helplessly as life goes past,
Dreaming of ways to break myself free,
Searching for ways to bring love to me.

Don't Blink

Don't blink,
Life drives fast,
If you so much as wink,
Life will drive past,
Day by day,
Hour by hour,
Life speeds on by,
Leaving you with no power,
If you blink,
You'll lose every moment,
Every past memory,
Ever future not yet showed,
You will loose all you love,
In the matter of a moment,
If only you dare,
If you dare to blink.

I Belong to Me

What is it you see?

Why your eyes follow me?

Do I take your breath away?

Do I make you want to stay?

I can't imagine why,

You make tears flood my eyes,

Is it truth or are they lies,

The words hidden in your sighs,

At once you make me feel,

The words are fake and they are real,

They are part of me in spite,

The fact they cut me like a knife,

My eyes will flood,

My tears will rain,

If I keep listening to pain,

So tell me strait,

And please be clear,

What are your intentions here, my dear?

For if you've only come to use,

If I'll only be your muse,

Then you should pack your snake and fly,

For your words wont make me cry,

No I'll not play with this knife,

It is time to set me free,

I am no one's property,

No, I belong only to me.

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Message From Your Heart

Dear body and Brain,

I'm sending a message,

It's long over due,

About all the people,

That you've let through,

They never understand,

And you, you never change,

You just keep breaking me,

time and time again,

You slap me with this shame,

Yes your the one to blame,

I always love before you leap,

You always leap before you look,

And in the end it stays the same,

We are left broken and shattered,

Looking for pieces that they've took,

Just another noteless face,

Left unpretty and whats more, for shamed,

Time in and out we've fell,

For falsely hoods and lies they tell.

It really is our fault, its true,

Blame for shattered heart still lies,

singly on me any you.

I guess we'll always cry at night,

Unable to both gaurd and less lose,

And so in closing,

I offer this,

Stay the same,

Don't dare to change,

One day our love,

Will finially ring true.

Love always,

Your broken heart.

The Time Has Come

Time to go,

Its time to fly,

Time to live,

No time to cry,

I'm now awake,

I'm living life,

I'm laughing like,

I have no strife,

My life is good,

My hope is strong,

My heart is love,

I finally belong,

Its time to breath,

Time to dance,

Time to love,

To seek romance

The time has come,

I'm free at last.

For a Friend

Beauty that's radiant,

Strong and pure,

Bright and sure,

Confident,

Intelligent,

Kind and sweet,

Survival skills that ensure,

You'll never be beat,

And perhaps most of all,

Your friendliness shines through,

So that all those around you,

Find happiness too!!!!!

Why?

I feel my heart breaking,

My body is shaking,

It seems the earth’s quaking,

I'm falling again.

No place, it seems, to run.

To spot, I see, to hide.

So here I stand,

On naked land,

And this is where I cry.

Why do I let these tears that fall?

Dampening my eyes.

Saddened colors paint my face,

Cascading down with demons grace.

I wipe away the darkened tears,

Until the real me disappears.

Why is the girl I want to be?

So different from the one that's me?

Why is the mirror so far away?

Why won't happiness ever stay?

Must I always make me cry?

Can't I yet be Miss dry eyes?

My heart is calm,

My face is cool,

My soul is lost,

And I'm the fool.



Now I’m Breathing

Feeling

Breathing

Ever seeing

Asking

Begging

Tears are shedding

Calling

Stalling

Now free falling

Screaming

Seeking

Never speaking

Sighing

Crying

Ever dying

Scratching

Crawling

At life clawing

Gasping

Breathing

Life receiving

Knowing

Seeing

Reform my being

Loving

 Laughing

This is living

Now I’m breathing.

Fast Lanes and Rivers Talk

Brilliant lights,

Illumanate nights,

Stars above grow dim,

Moving fast,

No stops, just pass,

away your time fly by,

Look here or there,

Or anywhere,

But no... strait forward stare,

Till Destiny, a girl,

Her perfect central curl,

Veers bad and takes your sin,

Your memories

And thoughts,

Your body,

Now ashes to the wind,

And you, your soul,

Left to the cold,

In a river of tears and fears,

The river whispers,

"Forget not this life,

Live again in slower times",

But alas, you hear,

Only a fear,

And next life,

You race again,

River whispers to all,

Her friends,

"Don't wish your

time away.

Find love and life,

And stick with your strife,

when Destiny finds you again."

But left lanes beckon,

And your life, I recon,

Will fast begin and end.

Salt

Blazing sun,
Bake my heart,
Heat my soul,
blood may boil,
Love that runs ,
Like floods of salt,
Rinse me clean,
Then dry me out,
Hear my fear,
Taste my pain,
Live my life,
Dancing in acid rain,
Love my water lost to me,
Salt infused,
Dried, unfree,
Cracking my heart,
Drought without end,
Living without love,
Considered my sin,
When will she come,
When will she free,
Unbreak my heart,
Bring him to me,
Sunlit rays,
Set hearts ablaze,
Wintery sun,
All I've become,
Frozen and burrned,
When is her turn,
To warm and to heal,
To see and to feel,
Dam bursting love,Flood my being,
Free of the salt,
Free to be healing,
Sun that will warm,
Rain that makes life,
Love that will stay,
Both in night and in day.