Do you know

Do you know how i want to kiss you?
The way i light up at the mention of your name, or blush at the sound of your voice saying you love me...
Do you know i listen to those words on repeat when im down and dream of the day you pull me into your arms and tell me its time. 
Do you that your smile sends butterflies from my heart to my stomach. And that you can turn my day around when i feel like crying.
Do you know how often i think of you. How i long to feel your lips on mine again...to be held tightly to you as the blissful moments pass.
I loved you before i knew. Before i knew what loving you would do. Its joyous agony to like you after i already loved you. The most painful bliss to be beside you but not that way.
Longing has become my eternal fate. Intense love of one who could so quickly become my very best friend. A partner in crime and in life. In complaints and in joy.
Do you know how much i wish i could have you? Just the smallest part of you?